idiotic bitch #*&^@

dear readers, this is a venger post..

sorry if it get too vulgar...

eh u little bitchy her, listen up.
i may be irritating and this is my character
i may be a emo freak a nerd or wat so eva
but it is none of ur business.
i am short fat and not chio
but i am born in this way.
i am useless cos i am always dumped
i admit it.
if i don't like u i will just tell you..
i am absolute opposite of you!
i do not go around telling people:
"eh he is nice. he sent me hme everyday although
he stead with that her"
u may think this is just saying
but pls it is lyk telling others the guy is nicer to u
compared to his gf.
u think u very chio/cute just bcos lots of guys
surround you..
but pls look in the mirror.
u and me r just average looking.
what makes u think u r the beauty queen?
i also do not lyk to be teacher's pet.
i am straight-foward..
not like you, a hypocrite+multi-facial.
in front of guys try to make ppl think i am the bully
u r the victim.
u think is fun? i tell u it is not.
you want play i can play with you.
do not use acting as ur winning card.
do not think u r the perfect one..
others will think u r an idiotic flirty bitch.
and finally...
if u dn cherish ur relationship,
it is ur own loss and problem.
DO NOT CREATE HAVOC
IN OTHERS' RELATIONSHIP!

it take maybe a decade to build up trust.
but it only take a mistake to destruct it.

scary :(

HaPpY bIrThDaY
hAnGrOnG!

WISH U 4EVA CUTE & HONOURABLE

alright first of all, i am utterly
DISAPPOINTED
with my mid year results.
it sucks to the core.
no ace, 3B, 3C, 1E & 2F....
ARGH!
thats why this june cnt go out
that often le....
must buck up.....
if not i really think i will retain.. :(

second, yesterday went out
with ling,
to parkway parade and tamp
yongling and i go shop for
rong's bdae present...
and of course our own stuffs....
i bought a pencil tin

from borders....

it is super cute..HAHA



nice right? alien & monster...
hehe i lyk the caption of the movie:
aliens' problem? monster solution!
hehe after buying,
we went to tamp starbucks..
thn ling went home..
i went ah kor hse...
had chat with godma and jie...
another day is over....

today, started off with tuition..
watched horror movie
cos after exams le.. yeah?
it is a thai show named 4bia..
wow it really scare me...
i screamed?
then after that went godma hse
cos there's still 4 hrs before
i meet sam at tamp
we watched night at the museum 2
quite funny...but not so nice..
i still prefer angels and demons..
haha alright thn ate at mapuku?
the jap restaurant at T1
quite nice but also ex...
finally went home...

this is for mr S:
我狠狠哭了一整个冬天
把你留在昨天作纪念
一个人反反复复去想去沉淀终于了解
爱狠狠哭完的那一天
我也该忘记你的脸
我就在一念之间看见了春天
这世界仍然还是很美
我一个人静静听着音乐
偶尔想起你还是会掉眼泪
泪水像都是成长的体会

this is for mr A:
u made me lost my memories
i want it back..
i wont change my target...
and u know it is impossible...
argh.... haiiiixx..

the last paper...

CLEARED LEVEL 8!
finally the last paper.
a 30 mins hcl LC paper. it was okie.
after that went bedok pizza hut with
marissa, ling, jean, charmay & tracy.
we chat, joke, had fun.
look at the pics and u will understand.


jean want mari to make a choice :)

we went to toy land after meal
to get char' mum a hulla hoop

then NTUC. jean and char
trying to smell wat's the diff between
the two herbal essence shampoo.

after buying ling's cereal,
we went to the library.
not cos want study, cos i need pee.
and also go there to discuss chalet stuff.
first went second level.
our noise level a bit high. kena ppl say.
so went up third level.
still noise level high. but heck le la.
then i saw this animal book.
haha :)

DARREN! aren't you cute?

we took this pic b4 leaving.

then we walk out of library.
heading for interchange.
yongling shoelace came out.
but.........

why can't u go under the shade?

haha..okie....
thn i took mrt home
and slept for 3 hours.
finish blogging.. bye :D

a fantastic day!

hahahahaha...an update
for the previous 3 days + TODAY!!
alright start for friday bah...
erm....i cleared the chem and maths P2
CLEARED LEVEL 6!!
chem mcq quite tricky but
think still can get an ACE.
emaths P2 was damn sec2..hehe

saturday..went out with sam again.
to study physics.
took some random pics.... :)

me in toilet wait for sam to bian zhuang?

my new ring from diva.. cute right?

a crappy arrangement by sam

alright as usual after revising
for hours..
we went to watch movie.
this time round is 'angels and demons'
it is super cool and the ending was lyk
wow! unexpected.....
u all shld go watch orh..hehe

thn on sunday..went tuition
as per normal.
after that jie and godma ask me out
we went tm to shop arcade & eat.
thn started a conversation..
godma: ruimin, u got bf le mah?
me: nope. why?
godma: orh then let me matchmake u
me: errr.....(dn feel lyk to)
jie: took out hp show me guy pics
me: are u sure?
jie: i know u wont like it.
me: godma, i dun wan.
godma: he okay de la jus that nerd nia
me: i dun wan.
then we change topic.
godma: u know ah UR alex
me: errr....mine?
jie: (tell godma to change)
godma: orh no no..alex....
me: phew..
godma: you got contact tutu mah?
[tutu is the girl my kor like b4]
me: erm not really, smetimes
godma: i also nvr hear alex say he contact
me: they seldom talk le
godma: why arh? u all break also nvr
tell me reason horh..aiya mayb they secretly
contact dun let u know leh?
me: (contact thn contact la.big deal meh?)
then she invited me go her hme
wanted to surprise kor
who is busy playing dota
but my laughter betrayed me.
had lots of fun there....
whenever i goes there,
he always never fail to make me happy.
and can u stop saying:
time can prove everything?
it is bullshit la.

alright finally today....
CLEARED LEVEL 7!!
today was maths P1 & physics
emaths was okie..
but physics suck la....screw it.....
nvm..shall not talk abt it....
let me tell u how cheryl tricked me
charmaine: jingjie, do u love me?
jingjie: NO.
[cheryl thn thought of a cheeky idea]
cheryl: eh ruimin, do u love samantha?
ruimin: ya i love her, why?
cheryl: thn u mus say it. c'mon say it
ruimin: okie? i love samantha
cheryl: no no lyk tat very not close
ruimin: then?
cheryl : u mus lyk use short form. 'sam'
ruimin: why mus say?
cheryl: just say la
ruimin: i love sam.
cheryl: ok i help u fill in the next 3 letters
ruimin: LOL?!
it was super lame.
they just want me to admit i love him.

erm thn today
when we go bck hme tat time
it rain heavily
this was the situation:

everyone holds an umbrella
and queue to get out of school..
quite fun..
in the end i still drenched.
and on bus.. jiawei fell on jieren
cos bus suddenly brake.
it's ok jiawei. dn worry :)
thn went with cheryl jj shuling rachel
to tm pizza hut
celebrate end of exams! WOOTZ......
after that went hme
slept 3 hours.
shiok siia bodoh!
okie tats all. bye and muackz <3>

CLEARED LEVEL 4 & 5..
LOL..but i had screwed them!
hcl paper 2, bio, amaths all done.
now oni left maths p1 & p2,
chem physics and the idiotic hcl LC.
siian siia.. hcl paper two so many errors..
do until i pek cek.
bio was okie..but didnt do well for mcq :(
thn today was horrible vegetable
i forget how do log leh...wa lao..... why?!
i think i gonna fail it le....
now revising for chem. i scared leh..
scared i am the stupidest sotong in
tHrEe--OnE

today also went ah ma hse
for dinner.
had a chat with ah ma ah gong and cousins

haiiix..another day over le..
times really flies ya?
okie..wait for my next post bah..
bu-aye.....<3>

flunked!

sunday went tuition as usual..
thn went to visit maternal grandpa
at orange village nursing home.
he had an accident
at first was resting at NUH
but now had to move here.

wai gong look very weak..
wai po staying bside him..
i suddenly realise how vunerable our life is..
and i had seen how bonded
our family can be
when we faces any conflict...
hope wai gong recover soon..

then yesterday went out with
darren samantha and sunny
to study for combined humanities
haha...
had sme fun..but always have to focus
bcos our mr darren is there!
if dn study..he will scold de horh..
hehe thn we met glen at kfc.
after that darren went hme with
his dad mum and bro
while i and sam went watch
x-men wolverine..
quite cool....i want to be the girl
who can influence ppl jus by a touch.

today.....
cleared level 3!
combined humans paper..
ss was okay.. cos i vomit out all
geog was quite easy..
but i think i flunk it!
haiiix forget it le la...
i jus cnt focus...i am lyk distracted..
but tmr i am determined to get an A1
for bio! this is a must!

okie....go revise le.. bye..

a study day...

cleared level 2!
yesterday was hcl paper 1..
it was ok! haha... jus hope can pass
with HIGH marks..

errr...friday after exam,
when home with 6 guys:
darren kahwee hangrong
zhanxuan chong & fabian.
in the end, end up having brunch
with darren and kahwee
at white sands food court.
hehe.....it was nice?
then went home to study.

today woke up at 8.45am
meet yongling to pass her
the holy ss model essays..
thn meet samantha to go study
at tamp..
we had breakfast at swensen
thn went starbucks to study..


hehe.. sam trying to study ss..

me again... bus3..

i study a lot today.. really..
i now writing notes for ss..
i hope can get into gd position
in the stressful 3/1... hope so....


looking through your eyes,
there's nothing to hide,
and you're no longer mine.
how could i survive
when you said goodbye...?
why do birds still fly apart..
i can't stop the tears from dropping
we used to be so fine
when you walk into my life
i tried to reach for you
just to be with you..
my heart is breaking...........................
don't .....don't...... go away
i have never been on my own before
can you feel my heartbeat once more?
i miss you so......

shopping day!

hApPy BiRtHdAy DaDdY!
u're 41 le! still young orh..



today is really a slack day..
afternoon went bugis with yl
hahahahahahaa
i bought lots of stuff. really love them!

heels and skinny! wootz....

left is a birdie necklace...very cute right?
right are my collections of diva acessories.

i then went home.
ate my maggie dinner.
took a random pic. haha. again zi lian type

look like ghost siia..
cos i damn siian and cnt move
dad mopping floor

okie. i shall end here. tmr hcl paper 1.
jiayous<3>

slacker

3 days never blog le..
i am not going to say
wat had happen
the past few days...
lets talk about today bah!

today mr tan taught us modifiers.
quite ok and interesting..
thn follow by ss. she went thru
our seq and sbq.
pls la cher dn expect excellent work in
10 mins!
didnt u ever hear ppl saying:
man gong chu xi huo?
alright thn had physics.
HAHAHAHAHA
the girls had lots of fun.


you want know why?
cos we put our bag along corridors just to block mr eng from walking thru
if not later he choose us girls
as human demo again....
then we went for recess.
the tables are push back. extremely back.
but now ppl dn queue tat long liao..
aiyo wat singaporeans want ah?
when nvr push bck u queue and squeeze and push
when push bck none happen.

this was what happen.

erm thn went bck to class
to have chinese. results was kanasai
58.5/110 leh. wa lao....
bio learnt about liver.
i think i cnt eat anithing lo
all also got excess stuff thn convert to fat.
haiiiix.......
emaths was plain. but learnt few concepts.
hope cn get B3 for maths.
after end sch, went with leo and dar to somewhere.
hangrong make fun of me and leo.
say i too short to be leo's gf.
thn went to eat with jingjie, shuling, jinghao & sam.
had pizza hut thn went hme.

tats all....
i kinda reflect today.
really miss the past..
wish there is a time machine lo.. <_>

baby!

this is me! cute mah?
ps that my pic a bit blur.....
today when to view yl's blog..
saw her baby pic..
so i also put. haha..
who's cuter?

at the same time,
i miss my ah gong<3
thanks ah gong..
thanks for bringing me up..
15 years le..
from a young silly sotong ah min
to a pretty happy clever ruimin
i promise... i really promise...
i will study hard, wont disgrace you.

you're the best ah gong in the world!



reflection of the day:
baby. a creation by spern and egg.
can cme out of surprise or plan.
it stay in a woman's womb
for 1o months.
really interesting...
but imagine this is happening to an
underage girl.
a girl whose bf dump her after hearing
this shocking news.
guys... if u dn have the responsibilty,
y did u even touch an underage girl.
think before you act.
take it as a lesson for u.